Uh Oh talk of deployment

Another drill after two months off, getting back into the swing of things, losing weight, trying to get in shape, stepping up to fulfull my responsibility, things are looking up.  Then talk of deploying again.  What to do....What to do....I have some hard life choices to make.  Now that I have two little ones at home.  We'll see.  But drill was great, sooooo many new soldiers, to include my 19 yr old nephew who made a great first impression.  Alot of things to do and learn and practice and train and ..........